I haven’t smoke a single cigarette for the past few days. Now’s the right time to smoke, but no cigarettes? Fuck life. It’s all unfair.
I give up
I give up. No more being nice. Everyone’s a bitch. Most of those “so-called friends” whom I defended turned out to be nothing but cheap and desperate. I’ve had it. I won’t forgive easily again, I won’t let them discriminate me and if they do, they’ll regret it. If they’ll discriminate me, I’ll give them a fucking fist fight if that’s what they want. No more nice guy. The world is evil. And there is no hope.
retaliate
I hope you’re happy now. You’ve ruined it. You ruined everything. I changed, just to impress you. I was criticized for protecting your reputation. I did everything I could ever do to make you happy. I loved you… The way they can’t. And what did you do? You threw me away. All the memories, lies. The times we spent together, probably nothing but a waste of time based on your perspective. You hurt me at my most vulnerable with the way you look for other guys who’s love for you will never compare to mine. We were ready to be together, but I guess that was nothing but a false pretense. I was already right in front of you, but you decided to look otherwise just because your friends told you so. They don’t even know a thing about love. I showed you love but you refused to give in. I fought for you, but you just fought me in return.
sweet disposition
Every time I look at her, I am completely mesmerized by her beauty. She would always look so wonderful whenever I took even the slightest glance at her. When I look at her, all I see is a scenery of perfection. No doubt, she’d always look stunning in every angle. Though, it kinda bothers me when she gets insecure. I wouldn’t want her to be sorry for having qualities that make her lovable: She has a beautiful pair of eyes, hair that flows elegantly, an enchanting voice, the fairest complexion, and the sweetest smile that heaven ever made. I never really understood why she envies other girls for their appearance when clearly, she’s even prettier than they are. Especially to me… I love every bit of her. She’s definitely a keeper. Even if she’ll deny the truth, I will always let her know that she’s lovely. She’s so special and I value her heart the most. I would never break it nor tease it. She was born with the ability to change my life and I don’t know who I’d be without her.
